I miss Utah. I miss my dear friends. I miss my jeep---BUT I am really happy to be home. I am really excited to see where this road takes me. About a week and a half ago the decision was made to move that weekend. So I packed up as much as I could and left friday morning for Tara's wedding in New Mexico.
That wedding was not what I expected. I truely wasnt sure about the colors or the wooden flowers; however I was wrong. The wedding but beautifuly done, with much thanks to Jon for being so tall that he could reach the ceiling of the church from the ladder. And the reception went off with very few hitches. To be honest... I probably could cut of the dress, make it shorter and wear it again, but for now Ill leave it long in hopes of some fancy gala coming up and it being the perfect event to strut my stuff at.
I made it back to NC on sunday evening. Ill be here unil the end of Febuary when I will go back to get my stuff and drive it all back to NC....and then Im in NC until August.
I sit here in the house I grew up in at 1:30 in the morning, which is nothing new, trying to sort through all of the decisions I will be making soon. I never understood why I prethink things that I'm going to think about. I guess its the brainstorming session of decison making. Thinking about going abroad. Thinking about going back to school. Thinking about somethings that people have brought to my attention lately. Actually, It was Megan and Tim who really got my mind churning on this one. (for those of you who dont know... meggie and tim are married and if you had asked me a year and a half ago I would have told you there was no chance of the three of us being anything more that acquaintances. who knew that not only was I wrong, I was REALLY wrong. Meggie and Tim are two of the most amazing friends anyone could ask for. They have been there for me with every decision I made, wither it was good bad or just plain Katie weird. I miss them both in their own ways and together as a couple and examples. Basically I really just miss them. Love you guys). But I digress back to think thinking dilemma. I have been putting a lot of thought into some career choices that really seem to make more sense for me and already make me happier than I thought I could be with the thought of work. I was really hooked on Publishing for such a long time... I would think about something else and come back to it-think about something else and come back over and over again. I never really let this new option creep in too much because it seemed to be something that wouldn't fit into what I thought I wanted with my life. I guess I just need to think it through before I start letting people in on the secret.
I guess that's it til the next brainstorming session. Maybe soon we'll get some adventure... and far less boredom.
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